Just blardy hell angry!! Like wtf is wrong? seriously! why do you always have to come and talk and then snap at me and make me suck it up and give in. Just wth? Is I bo dai bo ji gan you or you are the one overreacting and snapping at me and defending yourself. gan you. pls! I’ve never flare up at you for all my life, except for that one time maybe and that once you didnt back down taking it either. dont come and tell me about being gan by me, if I really gan you, this is not that things i’d say. wake up your idea. I am never angry at you! but you always have to come and make me angry. wts?! and I feel so restricted. what’s with all these survelliances and digging?! I thought all these blogosphere are outlets for venting of frustrations, how come they become my source?! like srsly, where is my freedom? going out in the middle of the night and then I have to bei jiang? and bei 800 yrs ago de matter jiang? like wtf it’s so relic history! and then whatever words i blog has to be chew on and chew on and dig and dig and dig. just fuck. if you sincerely wanna know and CARE just ask? dont dig lydat! what is wrong with you people!?! UGH! you know what. i just want to rebel. i just want to rebel. yes every night go out, if not bring friend come back. IN YOUR FACE! i srsly dont give a damn! you think i cant play? i scared you’re not up to my game!
